Dear Clarissa,
Don’t be so hard on yourself. I know there are some days that are hard. But other days will be and are enjoyable. 
Sometimes you question yourself on what to do in life and what is your purpose. But that never gets answered in a day. It takes a whole lifetime to try out new things to see what makes sense for you and what does not. 
It will be a lifetime effort of trial and error but it should never seem like a contest. Just do the best you can. And when you think you are alone just stop and remember all the family and friends that love you. 

The most important thing you yourself can do is love yourself. Share kindness and show encouragement to others. Remember that the world is sometimes cruel and cold but by no means you have to be.



Clarissa
Beauty and the Beast directed by Jean Cocteau (1946)- I know there is countless variations of this fairy tale classic but I enjoy this version a bit more due to this darker undertones.
Picnic at Hanging Rock directed by Peter Weir (1975)-this is the kind of movie kind lingers in your movie. A true mix of mystery, drama that centers around a group of girls that go out on a field trip on Valentine’s day and never ever made it back.
Ace in the Hold directed by Billy Wilder (1951)- Kirk Douglas is a conniving newspaper reporter that has done and will continue to do anything humanly possible to get his story. But has he gone to far this time?
Pierrot le Fou directed by Jean-Luc Godard (1965) this movie is a mixture of themes. A bit of drama, comedy and mystery rolled into a six year road trip starring one of my favorite actors Jean-Paul Belmondo and also starring Anna Karina.
Pan’s Labyrinth directed by Guillermo del Toro (2006)- this was the first movie I saw by Guillermo Del Toro in the theaters. It was such a magical moment to see such a dark fairy tale unfold on screen. This movie also taught me that even adults should never ever loose their childhood imagination.












































